Saturday, August 8, 2009

Locating Your Inner Chi Lesson 1. Positive Energy

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(Kanji for Chi)

In my last blog post I talked about how we all are susceptible to anger. After all its an emotion like any other that we all have experienced and can either conquer it or allow it to swallow us whole.

Today I wanted to talk about positive energy. Lets refer to it as chi. I'm not going to talk about flying or shooting energy beams from your palm, but instead talk about how having a positive attitude can negate the negativity in your life.

For instance. Below is a picture of two people. One is still standing on their feet. That is the subject that is harmonious with their inner chi. The positive energy that I spoke about earlier. The subject being flipped on their back in a spinning motion is the one in tuned with their negative chi. This is the physical form of what you may refer to as a hater. Everyone has a few of those.
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Now in some martial arts they teach a person not how to transform themselves into powerful weapons, but to instead use the powerful force of their enemies against them. This is what the picture depicts. The embodiment of the average person who is likable by most others is the one standing and the hater is left on the floor. No doubt trying to be messy or start some type of confrontation. Instead of the positive person letting it get to them they used the haters on hatred against him.
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Thats all I have for today. Remember to stay positive in all situations. This is easier said then done, but by staying true to yourself and not giving in to a haters hatred you become more powerful then you can realize. Haters can't stand it when they don't get the reaction out of you that they wanted.

Till next time.

SIANARA!!!

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Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Sometimes you just feel Angry

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Anyone that knows me will tell you that 9 times out of 10 I'm a calm, cool, and collected person. But once out of those ten times I can get angry just like everyone else. After all I'm human. Can you blame me?

Lately I've just been angry for no reason. Its like the people that care about me most I pull away from them and I drift further and further away. Its like after all these years all the regressed feelings that I've bottled up, which people say not to do, pops open for a little bit and a little steam comes out all at once and I can't control it.

Its like in my head I'm saying, "Why are you doing this? You know you don't mean what you just said, or you know you don't really feel that way," and so on and so forth. I apologize in advance if your reading this and I've offended you in any way in the past few days.

Sometimes I think about just leaving and falling off the map loosing all connections with everyone I know and cutting off all the ties to the ones I love and just drift away to do my own thing. One less thing for them to worry about. Growing up I always felt like I was somehow less of a person then those around me. The big kid that was misunderstood. People don't know what that feels like. They "think" that they do but unless you've actually undergone something that someone else has experienced there is NO WAY IN THE WORLD THAT YOU CAN RELATE TO THEM 100%.
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Anyways...writing is therapeutic for me so thats what I'm doing. My chicken soup for the soul.

Inhale........Exhale.......


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