Saturday, August 8, 2009

Locating Your Inner Chi Lesson 1. Positive Energy

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(Kanji for Chi)

In my last blog post I talked about how we all are susceptible to anger. After all its an emotion like any other that we all have experienced and can either conquer it or allow it to swallow us whole.

Today I wanted to talk about positive energy. Lets refer to it as chi. I'm not going to talk about flying or shooting energy beams from your palm, but instead talk about how having a positive attitude can negate the negativity in your life.

For instance. Below is a picture of two people. One is still standing on their feet. That is the subject that is harmonious with their inner chi. The positive energy that I spoke about earlier. The subject being flipped on their back in a spinning motion is the one in tuned with their negative chi. This is the physical form of what you may refer to as a hater. Everyone has a few of those.
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Now in some martial arts they teach a person not how to transform themselves into powerful weapons, but to instead use the powerful force of their enemies against them. This is what the picture depicts. The embodiment of the average person who is likable by most others is the one standing and the hater is left on the floor. No doubt trying to be messy or start some type of confrontation. Instead of the positive person letting it get to them they used the haters on hatred against him.
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Thats all I have for today. Remember to stay positive in all situations. This is easier said then done, but by staying true to yourself and not giving in to a haters hatred you become more powerful then you can realize. Haters can't stand it when they don't get the reaction out of you that they wanted.

Till next time.

SIANARA!!!

peacE!

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Sometimes you just feel Angry

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Anyone that knows me will tell you that 9 times out of 10 I'm a calm, cool, and collected person. But once out of those ten times I can get angry just like everyone else. After all I'm human. Can you blame me?

Lately I've just been angry for no reason. Its like the people that care about me most I pull away from them and I drift further and further away. Its like after all these years all the regressed feelings that I've bottled up, which people say not to do, pops open for a little bit and a little steam comes out all at once and I can't control it.

Its like in my head I'm saying, "Why are you doing this? You know you don't mean what you just said, or you know you don't really feel that way," and so on and so forth. I apologize in advance if your reading this and I've offended you in any way in the past few days.

Sometimes I think about just leaving and falling off the map loosing all connections with everyone I know and cutting off all the ties to the ones I love and just drift away to do my own thing. One less thing for them to worry about. Growing up I always felt like I was somehow less of a person then those around me. The big kid that was misunderstood. People don't know what that feels like. They "think" that they do but unless you've actually undergone something that someone else has experienced there is NO WAY IN THE WORLD THAT YOU CAN RELATE TO THEM 100%.
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Anyways...writing is therapeutic for me so thats what I'm doing. My chicken soup for the soul.

Inhale........Exhale.......


peacE!

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Be Like Water My Friend

"Be formless... shapeless, like water. If you put water into a cup, it becomes the cup. You put water into a bottle; it becomes the bottle. You put it into a teapot; it becomes the teapot. Water can flow, and it can crash. Be like water, my friend" ...Bruce Lee

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My life right now has been Topsy turvy. Many ups, downs, smiles, & .frowns. If it is one thing I have come to realize though it is this. Life, for whatever reason, will not go the way you want it. Even when good things happen more often then not it is in a way that we don't expect. Nevertheless whatever hardships we may endear only builds stronger character and resolve.
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I was talking to a friend of mine a few days ago and he told me something VERY INSPIRATIONAL! He told me about this book he had been reading about Bruce Lee and his philosophy. He went deeper into explaining it and it made sense that the philosophy Bruce Lee was explaining can be used in any situation a person can think of. It was then that I realized this was an important and groundbreaking discovery about life. Appreciate that Morgan.

Basically what I'm writing about is how Bruce and Morgan both agree on being like water. Water is impervious to pain yet it can cause massive devastation. It is a natural and abundant resource. Gentle and calm and yet rough and dangerous all at once. It moves and adapts to any and every situation therefor making a person that thinks like this quick on their feet and able to relax and go with the flow.

I have a new outlook on life and thats why I'm sharing it with you. You can read this and shrug it off as something this 21 year old guy is just rambling on about, or you can begin to open your mind to more then what you've been taught. Grow spiritually and mentally.

Just remember, "Whatever happens, happens." ...Spike Spiegel
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Be Like Water My Friend


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Monday, July 27, 2009

I have FAITH in YOU...

"As a hurdle you must overcome, I'll always be there for you. Even if you hate me...that's what being a big brother is" ...Uchiha Itachi

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We all have loved ones that we care for and cherish. Some have family members, others friends, some spouses, and the fortunate have a combination if not all. We all have a beginning, middle, and an end. The length of it however varies from person to person, but the fact that we go through this connects us all together.

In life we all have a purpose. A reason for being here. Everyone must go on their on journey of life to find out what that reason is. Some however do so in a manner by cutting off ties with the ones they love. For whatever reason they do this is a choice made solely by them, but it hurts the ones they leave behind.

We might try to reach out a helping hand or try and fix the situation as best that we see fit, but things have a way of happening for a reason. Bad things happen sometimes because we allow them to happen. We're always given a choice, it just so happens that human nature picks the worse of the two choices more often then not. It is up to the individual that makes these mistakes to rectify them and set things right, whatever the consequences may be.
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Others that cant see what their doing that refuse to acknowledge their going down the wrong path will have to learn on their own. A person can get sick trying to save someone that isn't even trying to help themselves. I'll never give up on you. I just wanted you to know that, but I refuse to keep giving you the same advice when you won't even listen to me. Thats why I've chosen to show you tough love. I have faith in you that one day you'll make the right decisions. Hopefully it'll be before the things you do create an environment for you that is irreversible.


I love you
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peacE!

Monday, June 15, 2009

Today was so-so

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So I know I said in my second to last post that I would talk about something that had some importance but so far nothing comes to mind. Or rather I haven't really had the energy to think about a topic and form a strong discussion about it. So until then I'll just talk about my day...

...which was basically a so-so kind of day. Couldn't sleep last night for some reason. Maybe it was nerves, maybe I was just anticipating going to class, or maybe I just felt restless and had a lot of repressed feelings on something. Who knows? When I did wake up I didn't go work out be-4 class and instead chose to do it afterwards.

Class seemed to go by slow but me and my friends try not to look at the clock frequently and it gives the illusion that time is going by a little faster. Nevertheless it dragged on like always. Afterwards my friend Randi took me to Wal-Mart to get some grocceries cuz I really needed some. Now I'm back in the room chillEn be-4 I have to start this h/w assignment where I have to watch a program at 9:00p.m. and then write a paper and then study.

A nap sounds good right now so thats exactly what I'm going to do. Then grab a bite to eat and then get to business. Tomorrow is going to be a loooooooong day.

peacE!

Sunday, June 14, 2009

I've come a long way

Konichiwa!!!
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A lot has been going on in my life. Classes for Summer I have begun and I'm still working at the same job saving up money. Staying in an apartment keeps a brother on his toes.

I'm watching Dragnet the movie starring Dan Aykroyd & Tom Hanks. I haven't seen it before but its really good. I woke up and turned on the TV and the next thing I know this movie caught my attention. Its based off an old TV show. Its awesome Dattebayo!

Last night I realized I've Come a Long Way from where I was about 2 months ago. It was a sad time when I was going through some ups and downs with this one girl, but now after putting my faith in God and allowing things to run its course I've come to the realization that it all happened for a reason. I saw this girl being pursued by other guys and it didn't phase me one bit. It got annoying listening to them but other then that I was chill. Plus since the incident with her I've learned a lot, a lot, A LOT lol
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One more thing. Ghostbusers has a game coming out and its really, really, REALLY good and its sooooo freakin tight. In essance its the 3rd movie. All the actors reprise their roles so its really good. Fans like me appreciate stuff like that. Also Transformers Revenge of the Fallen comes out next week. On a Wednesday. I'm definitely going to go see that movie!

Thats about it for now. I've just been working out and chillEn and trying to make it lol Its summer so I'm trying to have fun.

Till next time. Same Bat Time, Same Bat Channel!



peacE!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Gone for a Minute now I'm back for a Minute

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Konichiwa!!!

Its been a long long LONG since I've been on blogspot. I must say I've missed it. So much has gone on in the past couple weeks. My little sister graduated as well as 3 of my cousins (I'm proud of all of you!) and there all going to start new chapters in their lives. Its an exciting time.

Summer I just started. I'm taking this TV Production class and it is really coo. I'm going to make an A in this course. I've got my head on straight.

Threw a party last night for people that I work with. It wasn't a big turn out cuz everybody else was at work but we all had fun just the same. I'm just chillEn until my 12:30 class so I'm bout to bounce. Will be posting soon about some important topics. Till then take it EZ

Siyanora!



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